An Existence To Believe In

There was a time.
A moment if you will.
When my dreams meant more to me then anything.
Passion defined me.
Who I was.
What I was.
If these things were
not embraced.
Acted upon.
This life. My life.
Would mean nothing.
A hollow shell that
to many of us share.
Then you came along.

Over the course of
time you brought
change.
Change to me.
Change to my existence.
Once I based my life
on dreams.
Yet now
thanks to you
the people around
me matter far
more.

The Higher Power

This moment of doubt
This saga of questioning
Who am I?
Do you exist?
And if so,
what am I to do and feel?
There's little more in this world
that I want then to feel.
To feel your embrace again.
To feel that sense of calmness
take over me.
I miss the relationship,
the bond we had.
But yet I can't help but wonder.
As soon as I started to ask
questions you left.
Everyday now I patiently wait.
But does you not answering
tell me what I yearn to know?

The Truth

Every moment counts.
Every moment with you
is every moment.

Why?

Truth to this
digital life?
An individual's
existence often
based on another.
Does the individual
then cease to
Exist?
Why even
bother.

Never Again

There was a time
A time when your joy
Enveloped me.
Consumed me.
Forever now I fear
Never again.
Utter disappointment
I feel deceived.

Others claim to need you.
Rely on you.
But what of the ones that don't?
What.
Of the ones that don't?

Dreams

Every illusion I've been in love with
Come and gone
Much like change
It assaults me daily

Life.

The mystery of life
isn't a problem to solve.
But a reality to experience.

The only person who
can give fear life
is
you

Fear hides in every
decision. Questioning
your every move.
And its your fault

You are the one
who gives it life.